UNBELIEVEABLE!!!

Konnichiwa! Raku-chan desu! ^0^

OMG! Today I got back my Hitory paper and I got A1 for it!!! xD YIPPEE!!!! Didn't expected it to be turn out like that!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!! YEAH! YEAH!!!! *at cloud nine*

1st 1st I saw my paper 1, 32/40.. I was like "WOW" Is this my paper? xD Then paper 2... I was like die la... hope hope I don't get a C anymore TT. Come only.... ta da! 80/100. I was laughing because I still doesn't believe it! I check the paper twice and make sure iszit my paper xD At last my History got A1 xDD YEAH!!

Do have any idea how happy I am???? Kyaaaa!!!! xD I was so shock at my essay! Got one essay 19/20. Didn't score so much for essay before... SO HAPPY!! xD YIIPPEE~~

Not to mention today got SEGAK.. my height doesn't change!!! Still 170.6cm!! SO HAPPY! xD I'm so afraid that I got taller!!! YEAH!!! I loss weight too~ Good Good... Jangkauan meluncur got 40cm... but my push ups... I only can do 14 times TT I'm so bad at push ups... why my arm so weak I also dunno... sigh~ Even Nezumi-chan can do 16 times.. Eiin and Fadz... the Gag team.. lagi hebat.. *cry at corner* sobx... Demo, makenai yo! YOSH! Never give up desu! >.<

Currently feeling: Happy!^^
Currently listening to: DBSK - Asu wa Kuru Kara (Kanarazu asu wa kuru kara~)

Message to Renji!

Annyeonghaseyo! YiZuan imnida!

This morning I open ORFM.. found out that Lizzie opens a thread.. [MESSAGE]TO ORANGE RANGE..

Another love letter to beloved Renji? xD Yatta!! Kore wa watashi no messeji desu!^^

Aisuru no ORANGE RANGE e...

Knowing ORANGE RANGE makes me feel like I'm one of the most luckiest girl on Earth! I'm glad that I found ORANGE RANGE! Thanks for working hard and making so many great songs for us, fans! Your songs change me a lot, make me more optimistic, make me happy, laugh and smile, make my life more meaningful and also my motivation for studying! Hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu!^0^ ORANGE RANGE wa watashi no taisetsuna mono desu^^ Gambatte kudasai! Erm... please make a world tour for us here! COME TO MALAYSIA! xD YOU ARE LOVE BY THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Itsumo arigatou! Ah ha ha! Daisuki da! Ah ha ha! xD Nanchatte!! Hehe.

オレンジレンジ 大好きだよ!!! xD Totemo! <33

While typing this.. suddenly I got the idea of WORLD WORLD WORLD means fans all over the world xD LOL! Hope hope so~~ Ue kyang kyang! xD Actually I got so much to say.. but can't think of it now.. xD

ORANGE RANGE @ OUR FORUM!

OK.. I'm gonna ignore my previous post xD Hope that you all also ignore it! =) Shinpai suru na!^0^ Watashi wa heiki desu! I already promise myself to be a happy and optimistc person this year. Dakara daijyobu! Never give up desu! LOL!

Now to the main point! So today.. when I open ORFM, "You have one new message".. open the message~

The following message is sent as an announcement for the upcoming project of ORANGE RANGE FORUM@FORUMOTION.

The project is meant to show OR the amount of fans they have from all over the world. So the idea is sending them an e-mail containing names and nationalities of members while giving them the URL of this forum.

For that reason, we decide to list those who are active only. By active here I mean, have posted at least 10 messages and/or have visited this forum in 2009. Which, in other words, you.

Please do log in to the forum and read thoroughly what's new in there. Please do respond promptly as we have to list down your name. Thanks~!

Monn-chan no message desu!! I'm so happy!!! xD Finally Renji is gonna know that they have fans out of Japan and also our forum. I wonder what's their expression reading our post! Watashi wa sukoshi hazukashii na. Mukyaaa!!~

Please come to Malaysia, Renji!!! Sells lots of your albums here too!! Conquer the J-Pop/J-Rock section in all Music Stores! xD

Yosh! ORFM unites for Renji!! KYA~~!!

Currently feeling: Yokatta + Happy^0^

Currently watching: Fruits Basket (miss this anime a lot)

Whatever you say

Well... I don't know what should I write on this post after my previous happy post. *scratch head* It's about one of my best friends. She feel that she has been abandoned by me. Last time she used to come to my house a lot. Like every weekend. Starting this year, seldom.. for the pass few months.. not even once. She said that this year I will be having SPM.. so she don't want to disturb me studying. Kano-jo no yasashii wa wakaru desu.. demo sa... watashi wa kizukanai, watashi-tachi no kizuna ga kowarechau... dare no sei kana? Watashi ga? Kano-jo ga? Watashi mo wakarimasen... She even have a 2nd blog without me knowing it. Use it stabbing me behind.. but I pretend that I don't know anything about that blog. Anata mo.. watashi shitteru no Ai-chin janai.. you are totally a different person to me right now.. I don't understand you anymore..

She said "I will feel sad / lonely when my friend abandon me~"
She don't have the qualified to say this!
Since herself did the same thing to her friend~

Even though you didn't put my name there, I know it's me. Why don't just say it? Why so secretive? Since you have the guts to write, why don't put my name there as well? Maybe I really don't have the qualification to say that. Watashi wa saite no tomodachi desu ne.. hontou ni gomenasai ne.. "Modoranai yakusoku no basho" kana... but did you think of it before? What if you are in my place? When I go out with my friends, you got jealous.. when you go out with your friends? How do I feel? Anata nani ga wakaru? You always see that I'm so happy but I didn't show my the other side to you all. Your words recently hurts me a lot... do you know that? I doubt that you know that. I don't know but.. since I was a kid, my friends always hurt me while I always entertained them so they don't leave me alone.. I wonder why thye like to hurt me? My mom always tell me that.. "Don' treat your friend too well. Someday, they will hurt you deeply." I don't believe her that time.. plus I always argue with her for talking bad about my friends. I guess she was right. Friends do come and leave. I was so stupid for dreaming everyday that my friendship will be everlasting. Baka da ne.. watashi wa.

My friends always hurt me.. so why don't I hurt them once too? Let them feel the same pain as I do. Why do I always have to look after their feelings while I'm the one who always get hurt by them. She said to me that... "I feel our friendship is becoming far apart." Her words really hurts me. I told her that I don't feel it that way.. but she still insisted that I'm leaving her alone. She wish to be like that.. so it really is now. She always act like she don't like me infront of me.. then she say I'm abandoning her. Making those faces...

Feelings to be alone.. I understand that. That's what I suffered when I'm in kindergarten and primary school. Ano toki ga modoranai... ii ya da desu.. totemo kowaii desu.. Maybe it was my fault after all? My attitude sucks I think... That's why all my friends keep on disappearing. I do wish that they tell me what is wrong with me but always without a word they leave me. When she's sad.. you think I don't have any feelings? When she's bullied by *****,you think I just take it as nothing important? When the last day of Kem Perdana, I went home crying cause I felt I'm so useless as a leader of our camp. I can't even protect my friends from those idiots. She said I don't have qualification to said that.. does she ever thinks she is doing what she have said? I would like to show her what she have commented on my posts.

If you want to end our relationship, I can't stop you.. If that so, I wouldn't bother to talk to you. Maybe I am just a normal person to you.. since it's so easy for you to say want to finish relation with me.

Please, don't think that you are having the worst situation earth.. there are people worst than you.

Please think twice before you act.

Didn't be with you doesn't mean that I abandoned you. I don't need to have your permission whether I can go out with other friends or not.

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Oh my god.. I shouldn't listening to Stand by U now... I'm starting to tear.. why am I getting sad about this kind of friendship?

ORANGE RANGE RADIO CONTACT

Whhew~~ Finally I sent a message to my beloved RENJI on Radio Contact!!!!! MUKYAAA!!! I hope they read my message!!! >0< *prays hard!!*

I'm like writing a love letter while sending the message... kincho shimashita!!! *doki doki*

Thanks to Jen-chan for helping me to send my Love Letter!! *hehe* ^0^

Here's a guide for those who want to send a message too!!! Credits to Jen-chan!

http://www2.jfn.co.jp/orange/

1. Your Name (Optional)
2. NickName
3. Gender
4. Where are your from
5. Telephone number
6. Occupation
7. mmmm i dont understand all of them but if u dont select anything it will be send inmediately to "butsukari keiko" section and there were i send my messages.
8. E-mail adress
9. Your message!!
10. A request (Optional)

Currently feeling: TOTEMO URESHII!! *doki doki*

Final Fantasy Concerts

Nobuo Uematsu is the best composer ever!! T^T All his FF music is so beautiful! I bet you all will be in some kind of emotion when listen to his music esp. Fisherman's Horizon and Prelude! Everytime I listen to this I become emotional.. the positive emotional tough xD It can brings you to tears!! T^T Ahh.. totemo attakai~ =)

O~Renji~ Renji~ Radio~ Contact~

Jen-chan at ORFM's letter is read at Radio Contact again!!!! >0< Kyaaa~~!!!! Lucky girl!!! How do I send letter to them? I wanna send too~~~~~

Part 1

http://www.4shared.com/file/134125823/9a3085d4/Radio_Contact_2__12.html

Part 2

http://www.4shared.com/file/134126584/e4d6c440/Radio_contact2_22.html

Listen carefully to Leader-sama saying: Oh My God! xD He's so cute~~ >.< Leader-sama I'm falling for you!! Somemore... the p/s... "p/s: I love Hiroki" Then Hiroki say "Arigato" KYYYAAAAA!!!! Jen-chan you're so so so so so LUCKY!! Now Hiroki know your feelings! Hehe~

It's been a long time since they appear on LIVE ne? This Radio Contact thingy can keep them contact with the fans xD Nice! *thumbs up* Kinda miss them.. but when listen to their voice, I'm so happy^^ So delighted~~ Ah ha ha! ^0^

p/s: I dreamed about Ryo today! Kakoii Ryo-san deshita! xD Ah ha ha~ Today gonna be a great day^^

Currently feeling: HAPPY! ^0^

Currently listening to: ORANGE RANGE RADIO CONTACT

My Desktop Wallpaper

Konbanwa~ Raku-chan desu!^0^

This is my new desktop wallpaper... Wheee~~~~~~ I love this pic so much!!!! >0< It's been so long since I search for this pic! I'm so glad that I decided to search it 3 days ago!!! MUKYA!!!!!

My beloved Katchan is still there TT Ahh.. such a beauty on Earth~ What am I saying... AHA~! Hazukashii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Katchan kore wa mienai de!!! *blush~*



All of them... doesn't change much!!! xD Love you guys!!! ORANGE RANGE daisuki da yo!!(~^3^)

Since their albums are here, please do a concert here Renji!! I will do anything to go to the concert!!!! Onegai, leader-sama!!! I remember you say "Malaysia~ Good~ *thumbs up*" xD IT's was so cute! Hurry up and come here!!! Kitto.. Malaysia fan ippai aru desu^^

Currently feeling: Totemo totemo ureshii!!! ^0^

*SMILE*

*grins* Guess what!? I got news from Lizzie-chan that Jusco got sell Renji's album!!!! xDD *JUMPS* Oh my god! This makes me so happy!!! FYI, the owner of the shop says that the album has sold out and she's gonna add some more stock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She say got many people buy! Renji is so popular here too!! Yokatta! I thought that J-pop/J-Rock almost extinct here!!! Phew~~~ Sigh of relief!~ ^0^

I will get her number too when I visited that frenly record shop^^ Mukyaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!

Lizzie-chan, inform me when the stock arrive ya!!! *muacks*


p/s: Oh ya... I have started to write my fan-fic!!! xD Ideas keep on coming!! Yosh! Hwaiting! Hwaiting! Junsu beautiful eyes.... LOL!! xD

Currently feeling: FULL WITH JOY!!!!!

OR WORLD WORLD WORLD Goodies!! >0<

https://www.spiceshop.jp/


Isn't this T-shirt looks FANTASTIC?? xDD I wish it's mine~~~Mukya~~


Oh my god.. it's so cool!!! >0<


I wish I could put this in my room~~


I want this bag....

and this bag too... it has OR logo on it!!! Kawaii~~ Pink colour~

*drools*

Wow... They even have this thingy~~ xD

I love the black one.. NICE! *thumbs up!*

AhhhhhHHHHHHHhhhh!!!!! Look at the towels!!! I want to buy it so badly~~!!! I want to do TWISTER with it!!!! GYABO!!!!

I love this TEE so much!!! Kakoii na~~ I Want! I Want!

This is so cute lo~~ MUKYA!!

This kinda like Hiroki style TEE!! xD So colourful~ ^0^

This one too~~

The back looks simple eh? That's why I love it~~ <33

They have so many nice goodies this year.... I wish I own all this!! xDD MUKYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finish Trial!

Annyeong haseyo! YiZuan imnida! [LOL! Korean Intro suddenly xD]

Yeah! SPM Trial end liao!!! xDD *jump here and there* Minna, gokurosan!!^0^

Sigh.. dunno I can have my holiday peacefully or not... T^T I don't want to remember anything related to exam during the holidays. Haiz....


Hopefully my plans for holidays goes well.... *prays!!*


Ahh.. ya... today I had a dream!!!! I dream about my friends!! Tomodachi ippai desu!!^0^ And one thing is very weird! Zhi Hao is in my dream too!! Wait! What are you doing in my dream? xD You talked in my dream but I dunno what are you trying to tell me... LOL~ I also wondering.. your voice like that one ka? *laughs*


Pray that my trial's grade is better than mid-year!!! *prays* MUKYA!!!! Xiahnism!!!!

Just now after bath, I decorated my nails!! LOL xD It's so much fun.. wish I could done it to someone too!!

Currently feeling: Tired~~

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Today last paper is chemistry paper 3... I do wrong for the design experiment part TT What am I thinking that time!? Sob sob.. the diagram I draw wrong d.. use wrong apparatus.. should use test tubes but I didn't put.. Waa haa!! T^T I'm so stupid!! *hit myself* How am I going to collect the gas without using the test tubes? BAKA!!!!!! haih.. doshiyo... My paper 2 and paper 1 is ok today TT I do with so much confidence but then, now only realise.. it was wrongTT Hope it doesn't ruin my whole paper!! *prays!!!!!!*

Currently feeling: Hate myself for not looking at the question properly!!! TT

Insomnia

Omo... I can't sleep... TT

*counting sheeps.... 1 sheep.. mekk... 2 sheeps... mekk mekk....*

Still cannot sleep...

What am I thinking!? Sigh....

Now listening to Schubert's piano sonata.. Kinda relaxing..

Maybe I can get to sleep soon....

Haih....

Currently listening to: Schubert - Piano Sonata No.16

Result

Today I go Taekwondo by cycling! The morning so fresh and beautiful!! Love it.. I think now every morning I go cycling la! xDD The only thing for I don't like for today is the pak cik guard don't let me enter the school! Let me stay outside the school... He say jangan datang awal sangat, tak ada orang lagi(Saya orang la.. if not?), tak mahu buka gate & saya tak mahu pegang tanggungjawab o.O Inside school something can happen to me, then outside le? He also chi sin geh... So I went cycled the whole neighbourhood then only go to school =.='' ARGH!

But today I'm not talking about this one. I want to talk about my Black Belt grading result!!! Sigh... sudah ini lama baru bagi tahu~ Me, Ai-chin, Nezumi-chan......
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PASSED OUR GRADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAHHH!!!! YIPPPEEE!!!!! xDD *jump here and there* Yokatta desu yo!!!! Bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!! When Cik Sharifah say it... I acted like JaeJoong in Unforgetable Love. "Ah chinca? Ahh.." Gratitude? LOL xD

Now I can order my uniform and belt d!!!! O ho ho ho ho~~ I'm wearing black belt~ I'm wearing black belt~ I'm wearing black belt~ xDD

FYI, Master Nawas kena H1N1!! Confirm + Super positive!!! *pat pat* Kesian Kesian~

Currently feeling: JOY!!!